nurulhannaaaaa!{♥}




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Wednesday, October 31, 2007 ♥17:46
my birthday was awesome!
i got more moolah than presents!(:
i loike!(:
at least there'e something to be spent!(:
A THOUSAND THANKIEWS
for the sms-es,frienster comments,phonecalls etc.
people!(:
HEY PEOPLE!
IM FOURTEEN!
so i ought to be more mature!
okeh fine!
that means i have to think like
a young adult now.
because now im FOURTEEEEEEEEEEN!
a day after my birthday.
i got an EFFING HIGH FEVERRR!
i can hardly stand nor see.
everything was blur laa can.
it all comes so suddenly.
like the moment i wake up that morning i was sooooooo dizzy.
then my temperature keeps on rising.
i can barely walk.
i was so mooooody.
i can hardly breathe.
i have no appetite.
so i skip breakfast and luch.
i only had light dinner.
just soup and some other stuffs!
i had panadol&i dozed off to sleeep!
i had a much higher fever yesterday.
everything was okeh at first,
i did hand in my Option Form.
i went to town with mum.
then on the way home.
i was FREEEEEZING COLDDD in the bus.
then my fever came back againnn.
like wtf?!
and again i was sickkkkkkk the wholeeee night!
pffft!
how pathetic!(:
hehes!(:
im feeling slightly better now!
but still im feeling a bit feverish!(:
hehes!(:
then tmr still got SANA course.
i hope i can make it!
hehes!(:

at times i just want us to be together like old times again.all those laughters i had with you.all those sweet talks. and me, waking up every morning beaming my heart out knowing there'll always be you by my side going through everything with me.every single second i lived with you meant so much to me. everyday, i'll try my best to be the most perfect girlfriend for you. so you won't leave me for someone better. i bare all those people looking down on me. having relationships at such a young age. what do i know about them? i stood firm on my ground searing to myself there would be nothing in this world that would i would exchange for you. i will love you for as long as i lived in this world. don't care what others might say. don't care how much you suffered.just love him,hanna. i know at times, you deserve more of me.though at times i hurt you. i apologized.you forgive.and at times you apologized even though euu did nothing wrong.but now.everything changes.i've always known there's someone out there much more better than me. trying to take you away. but still all those fences i built ard euu were broken. some one else entered your life. you ended it.it clear to me. she's better than me. she deserves you.you deserves her.you love her.she loves you.she's replacing me.all the nonsense i've tolerated.complaints&criticizes from your mates.tolerating your horny side.and all the tears i shed for you have all gone to waste.but. as long as you're happy. i will be happy. it hurts alot. but i'll soon get over it. its almost nine moths we've been together. i dont know how long will it take. but i will be okay.i will love you no matter what.because you;re the only one that really brightened up everyday of my life without fail. & no. im not making euu regret of what euu did. im ok with it. i just wanna let you know what i feel now.
im happy people. im really happy. and i will try my best to smile the widest smile even if i have to force myself one. my heart will heal. but it'll take time.im done...
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    syarifah azrinatul nurulhanna
    28 October,nineteen
    i love baking and guitar. i have an awkward fashionsense and a confusing musicalgenre.♥
    DIPLOMA in PASTRY and BAKING.
    i believe in miracles and big dreams come true.
    people cant help themselves but put me down,
    but i will still stay on my ground.

    "i believe that everything happens for a reason
    people change so you can learn to let go,
    things go wrong so you could appreciate them
    when they're right
    you believe lies so you eventually learn to
    trust no one but yourself,
    and sometimes good things fall apart,
    so better things can fall together"
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